i am in a better mood now! :)
talked to sandra today and i guess alot of what she said does make sense.
Sometimes i just refuse to change and can be very stubborn in my ways >< but nevermind i will make an effort to change!! haha i realized audition has quite a few new modes yays! but super laggy and i kept getting disconnected gahs.
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I was seriously so upset just now man. So i finally know the reason she has been like this. And all she bothers to say is she doesn't message anyone nowadays. And that she wants to be alone. And was only concerned about whether the yahoo account she saw was mine. I didn't really get it until i gave it some thought and realized she didn't really want to know if the account was REALLY mine or not, after all it wasn't me who opened the account, but i merely utilised it. I guessed that she was more interested in the purchases i made and i can't help but say this.
Weren't people impressionable once? Past is past.
I have grown out of the phase i was in back then and what makes me upset isn't really the fact that she asked me about my account, but the fact that :
i was still wondering what happened and when she finally does talk instead of telling me what happened, all she was interested in doing was to ask me for something as insignificant as an account when i was actually worried cuz i thought something was bothering her. How could she be so nonchalant and actually say that just because she doesn't message anyone nowadays she didn't reply? She obviously don't care if you are worried for her!
Lol. all those years. Making me feel so foolish right now and i bet mom is gonna say I told you so! So good to your friends for what? Call you to meet then you go!
Maybe i am not really that great a friend but i definitely do try my best to be one and i do really care for my close friends and now all i get is this. Should have seen this coming man. I need to reflect on myself man.
So not worth it.
-------------------------------------------------------------------So emelyn is right, again. I should have stopped yet i persisted. From tomorrow onwards, I am just going to concentrate on that report i have to do, my group project and my presentation. 