after talking to em, i decided not to call the 3 of them.
she's right.
So many many things that we do, that we put effort into, that we spent time on, IT'S NOT WORTH IT. why do you bother when they don't?
haha so fine, i am just gonna live with those excuses. go for your wakeboarding, continue to ignore my calls, continue to ignore my texts.
i don't need that nagging feeling of trying to keep things going or put up my tolerant front, if they appreciate they will make up for it, if they don't then i don't need them i really don't.
and for once, i feel bad. em is right. sometimes, the people you are close to can be nicer than your close friends. but i still suscribe to that belief for only sometimes. i don't feel very close to acquaintances.
don't think i will sound like this again, at least i will try and make sure i don't. And i will have to try to love global warming, biology and the ecological aspects of psy whatever that is.
