for her.

I reorganized my thoughts yesterday and saw things alot better after talking to eme.

I hope she (this friend the entry is for) sees this.

First, what business is it of hers with what i do with my yahoo auctions account? I don't go is around looking or checking other's accounts unless they sold something that belonged to me. So whether that account is mine, whether i opened it or someone helped me to open it and what I buy and sell is none of anyone's business except my own.

Secondly, to think she was so nonchalant and gave me reasons like "i don't sms anyone nowadays". Yet you can still go out. So this shows that you still utilise your phone. Whether you contact other people is not the same issue as mine because i bothered to give you many missed calls and messages. It is basic courtesy to at least reply and if you had and told me anything that is similar to wanting to be alone i would have understood. And it is not the first time you became uncontactable.

Yet you didn't and instead told me that you were out or something and so didn't hear the phone? i clearly remember i called at past midnight. Even so it should be evident that i left some missed calls didn't I? So to think I got worried to think because i cared and all you can say is you weren't around the phone.

LOL. so years of being friends, after putting in effort into this it turned out this way. What best friends. I won't suscribe to such mentality anymore. There will only be close friends from now on, I won't treat someone of higher priority or closer than anyone else. I rather have a few close friends than one BEST friend who turned out this way.

And lastly, since you don't even care if i am angry or not, as eme puts it, you make your own bed and you lie on it. Whether in future you lead a very enviable life or not is no longer any interest of mine.